I shouldn't be doing this.
Every little fucking voice in my fucking useless head says I really fucking shouldn't be doing this.
That's where Tara's going to college. She's been emailing me constantly. I haven't been answering.
I shouldn't. But I need a friend right now.
Also maybe someone who can get me some fucking codeine through her student account. That'd be pretty fucking rad.
More when I get there. If I get there.
Friends help keep you sane enough to function. sane enough to aim at the right target instead of random ones. Besides, even if it goes after her you'll be there to shoot it in the face.
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