Breaking radio silence for a quick heads up.
Gonna need to leave as soon as I post this.
It's been months, but we have Knight.
We're not anywhere fucking close to being fucking safe at fucking all yet, though.
More when we're somewhere more secure.
Showing posts with label royal flush. Show all posts
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Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
bend me break me anyway you need me
We meet up with Jeanette and Alison tomorrow.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do when I see them. I've been talking with Tara about it a lot. And sometimes I ask Ten for her opinion, which annoys her, so I do that some more, because I have to get the younger sibling instinct satisfied somehow.
I've missed them. I love them both (not in the same way obviously). I want them both to be happy...and I'm not sure which of us would make Jeanette happier. And I'm not sure Penny wants to be happy. And a jealous part of me doesn't care if Penny is happy or not. Jeanette's the only person I've been with that...that gets me, you know? And she's so cool. And amazing. And really, really hot.
And now she has both crazy Balisong sisters nipping at her...I was going to say "skirts" but I don't think I've ever seen Jeanette wearing something that isn't a pair of black jeans.
I guess the mature thing to do would be to talk to them about this rather than venting to the public, but eh, that takes too much work, emotionally.
I guess I just don't know where it goes from here, you know? Penny's being all Doomsayer on us...and she's probably right. I just...what do you do with the knowledge that one or more of your friends is absolutely going to die? Especially since...the way Penny's been talking...I'm pretty sure at least one of them will be one of the two two people I care about most in the world.
And then she drops the "I love you" bomb.
What do people do in this situation? I try to think of something, but I keep getting sad and frustrated.
Maybe there isn't something for me to do. But I can't think like that. Maybe Jeanette and Penny can, but I...
There has to be something I can do.
-Alice
I'm not sure what I'm going to do when I see them. I've been talking with Tara about it a lot. And sometimes I ask Ten for her opinion, which annoys her, so I do that some more, because I have to get the younger sibling instinct satisfied somehow.
I've missed them. I love them both (not in the same way obviously). I want them both to be happy...and I'm not sure which of us would make Jeanette happier. And I'm not sure Penny wants to be happy. And a jealous part of me doesn't care if Penny is happy or not. Jeanette's the only person I've been with that...that gets me, you know? And she's so cool. And amazing. And really, really hot.
And now she has both crazy Balisong sisters nipping at her...I was going to say "skirts" but I don't think I've ever seen Jeanette wearing something that isn't a pair of black jeans.
I guess the mature thing to do would be to talk to them about this rather than venting to the public, but eh, that takes too much work, emotionally.
I guess I just don't know where it goes from here, you know? Penny's being all Doomsayer on us...and she's probably right. I just...what do you do with the knowledge that one or more of your friends is absolutely going to die? Especially since...the way Penny's been talking...I'm pretty sure at least one of them will be one of the two two people I care about most in the world.
And then she drops the "I love you" bomb.
What do people do in this situation? I try to think of something, but I keep getting sad and frustrated.
Maybe there isn't something for me to do. But I can't think like that. Maybe Jeanette and Penny can, but I...
There has to be something I can do.
-Alice
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Not Much Time
Paramilitary goons are looking for us. We don't have a whole lot of time, so I'll make this brief.
Penny's with me. She's preparing a transcript of me finding her. She insists I don't just fucking tell you, because she likes her transcripts. Whatever. It doesn't matter.
I'll say two things before I shut down this laptop and we get the fuck out of here: One, the others found Tara, and we're working on a rendezvous, preferably somewhere neutral where Ace's goons won't find us.
Two, the thing that came out of King?
We're going to have to kill it.
Penny's with me. She's preparing a transcript of me finding her. She insists I don't just fucking tell you, because she likes her transcripts. Whatever. It doesn't matter.
I'll say two things before I shut down this laptop and we get the fuck out of here: One, the others found Tara, and we're working on a rendezvous, preferably somewhere neutral where Ace's goons won't find us.
Two, the thing that came out of King?
We're going to have to kill it.
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