For one, I guess Hunter was alive and then died again? Fuck. I'll need to get some for him, too. Hope you found some resolution, man. Or at least killed what you meant to kill.
Not focusing on that, though.
Mostly today I'll be talking about my relationship.
Basically, I have no fucking clue what I'm doing. Every once in a while Alice is all "Let's cuddle now!" and I say, "I'm busy." and then she does it anyway.
How does this work? I guess it's alright but I'm fucking lost as hell.
The others are no fucking help, either. Penny mimes vomiting whenever the subject's brought up and Tara just stands there like a fucking idiot, calling us a "cute couple". What the fuck does that even fucking mean?
Fuck, it doesn't even matter. This is just getting me confused and frustrated so I guess I'll talk about the guys who shot at us anyway.
Penny and Tara think at least one of them was from their little message board group? I don't even fucking know. They only talk to each other about it. Way to keep secrets from the one who, you know can fucking protect you better than anyone else around fucking here.
And this business about Smiley being locked in Penny's head? Fuck if I know what that's all about. She posted it without talking to any of us about. Not even fucking Alice, and then, of course, she doesn't talk to anyone about it afterwards either.
Just fucking fantastic.
...I guess there is something else. Always is, right?
Ten of Wands sent me a message.
"This is all your fault.
I hope I'm the one who gets to kill you."
This was so much easier when it was just me, alone, hunting Smiley. Sure, it sucked, but there weren't fucking factions, there weren't people with me I had to fucking protect. Just me and it.
Speaking of the devil (not The Devil, that's something different. Thanks for giving everything a confusing second name, Penny!), it's been hitting a few places pretty hard lately.
I know what happens if we don't save them, but right now....ug, they're probably waiting for us at at least one of the places. We need to find it but we also need to not get fucking shot.
I seriously cannot fucking get that alcohol fast e-fucking-nough.
Trust me Girly Shit happens and The reason ten of wands wants you dead is likely because you gave it a face and a form. I know you didn't do it on purpose but girl Get drunk it will kill the pain and the worry for at least a little while.
ReplyDeletewe all have a story locked within ourselves. it's a rare individual, however, that can let their loose.
ReplyDeletegood luck to you, jeanette.